Reminiscing or letting go?

Do I really wanna remember that day? Do I really wanna have something bitter, sour, aching, raging and brutal always in my memory like something I should remember forever?

(via: spiritdaughtercollective)

Today I was reminiscing... and it only brought back gas-lighting memories and feelings... it was no bueno tbh. Then I decided to let go a bit more of my past, cuz the monster is still whispering in my ear, my brain was so programmed to believe a way that it's getting hard to believe in myself as a valid person.

(via: JimCarreyHere)

Just like that I felt way better. By pushing the strength to take control on some of my life, just a bit, just a ridicule bit that means SO MUCH. I'm still moving forward, I'm still trying to be a badass, flourishing slowly but surely.

♥